| Tongiht 7-1-06 |
[30 Jun 2006|11:37pm] |
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I'm drunk and I realize that things in my life are totally disoriented by the fact that my art has no inspiration at all, and with out that I have no reason to do art. I wish something would come along that would put the artistic fire unernieth me and get me going again. Maybe alng the lines of a female companion. But who really knows. I drunk right now and the only thing I can really think of is the game guitar hero. Zach is behind me playing it and it soundsl ike he's butchering the song. And I really want to play DinoCrisis but I sold my copy ages ago. That game was the shit. So was Heavy metal back in the 1980's-1996. After that things fell apart, and Nu-Metal arose. I think that's the reason I started to listen to Hip/Hop. I also think that The new progressive/alternative/indie movement right now is lacking the innovation of other music genres. To many new bands pop up sounding like previous comers to the genre. And on top of that to many people relate them selves to a genre, when really they like one band from that genre. Did I mention that I'm drunk and that I'm in a totally different state of mind than I normally like to be in??????? And if it means anything to anyone I personally enjoy anf love each and everyone of your's comapny, even if we don't hangout often. I'm getting rather tired and I'e been thinking a lot today. And the only thing I have been able to come up with is that Love is truely the root of all evil(see picture Below. Picture was drawn by me, so don't try to copy it and ass it off as your own!!) So anyway goodnight to all of you, its about 2:45 in the morning and I really should get to bed, and with that I say goodnight.
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| Protocols of Low Pam? |
[22 May 2006|07:32pm] |
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"It is from us that the all-engulfing terror proceeds. We have in our service persons of all opinions, of all doctrines, restorating monarchists, demagogues, socialists, communists, and utopian dreamers of every kind. We have harnessed them all to the task: each one of them on his own account is boring away at the last remnants of authority, is striving to overthrow all established forms of order. By these acts all states are in torture; they exhort to tranquility, are ready to sacrifice everything for peace: but we will not give them peace until they openly acknowledge our international super-government, and with submissiveness.
. To produce the possibility of the expression of such wishes by all the nations it is indispensible to trouble in all countries the people’s relations with their governments so as to utterly exhaust humanity with dissension, hatred, struggle, envy and even by the use of torture, by starvation, by the inoculation of diseases [Aids], by want, so that the Goyim sees no other issue than to take refuge in our complete sovereignty in money and in all else. But if we give the nations of the world a breathing space the moment we long for is hardly likely ever to arrive . .
. When we have accomplished our coup d’état we shall say then to the various peoples: ‘Everything has gone terribly badly, all have been worn out with the sufferings. We are destroying the causes of your torment - nationalities, frontiers, differences of coinages ..... Then the mob will exalt us and bear us up in their hands in a unanimous triumpth of hopes and expectations."
"What is the part played by the Press today? It serves to excite and inflame those passions which are needed for our purpose or else serves selfish ends of parties. It is often vapid, unjust, mendacious, and the majority of the public have not the slightest idea what ends the press really serves...
.. All our newspapers will be of all possible complexions - aristocratic, republican, revolutionary, even anarchical - for so long as the constitutions exist... Every one of them will have a finger on any one of the public opinions as required. When a pulse quickens these hands will lead opinion in the direction of our aims... Those fools who will think they are repeating the opinion of a newspaper of their own camp will be repeating our opinion or any opinion that seems desirable to us."
"We shall raise the rate of wages which, however, will not bring any advantage to the workers, for, at the same time, we shall produce a rise in prices of the first necessities of life.....we shall further undermine artfully and deeply sources of production, by accustoming the workers to anarchy and to drunkeness and side by side therewith taking all measure to extirpate from the face of the earth all the educated forces of the goyim. In order that the true meaning of things may not strike the goyim before the proper time we shall mask it under an alleged ardent desire to serve the working classes and the great principles of the political economy about which our economic theories are carrying on an energetic propaganda."
"In order to put public opinion into our hands we must bring it into a state of bewilderment by giving expression from all sides to so many contradictory opinions and for such length of time as will suffice to make the Goyim lose their heads in the labyrinth and come to see that the best thing is to have no opinion of any kind in matters political."
"In order that the masses themselves may not guess what they are about we further distract them with amusements, games, pastimes, passions, people’s palaces..... Soon we shall begin through the press to propose competitions in art, in sport of all kinds; these interests will finally distract their minds from questions in which we should find ourselves compelled to oppose them. Growing more and more disaccustomed to reflect and form any options of their own, people will begin to talk in the same tone as we, because alone we shall be offering them new directions of thought of course through such persons as will not be suspected of solidarity with us."
"On the ruins of the natural and genealogical aristocracy of the Goyim we have set up the aristocracy of our educated class, headed by the aristocracy of money. The qualifications for this aristocracy we have established in wealth, which is dependent on us ...."
"Remember the French Revolution, to which it was we who gave the name of ‘Great’: the secrets of its preparations are well known to us, for it was all the work of our hands. Ever since that time we have been leading the people from one disenchantment to another."
"The abstraction of freedom has enabled us to persuade the mob in all countries that their government is nothing but the steward of the people who are the owners of the country and that the steward may be replaced like a worn out glove. It is this possibility of replacing the representatives of the people which has placed them at our disposal and, as it were, given us the power of appointment. . . . The (politicians) whom we shall choose from among the public, with strict regard to their capabilities for servile obedience, will not be persons trained in the arts of government and will therefore easily become pawns in our game in the hands of learning and genius who will be their advisors, specialists bred and reared from early childhood to rule the affairs of the whole world."
"In order that our scheme may produce this result we shall arrange elections in fovour of such presidents as have in their past some dark, undiscovered stain, some "Panama" or other - then they will be trustworthy agents for the accomplishment of our plans out of fear of revelations and from the natural desire of everyone who has attained power, namely, the retention of priviledges, advantages, and honour connected with the office of President."
"We shall create and multiply freemasonic lodges in all countries of the world, absorb into them all who may become or who are prominent in public activity, for in these lodges we shall find our principle intelligence office and means of influence. All these lodges we shall bring under one central administration, known to us alone and to all others absolutely unknown, which will be composed of our learned elders (Illuminati) . . In these lodges we shall tie together the knot which binds together all revolutionary and liberal movements. Their composition will be made up of all strata of society. The most secret political plot will be known to us and will fall under our guiding hands on the very day of
their conception."
"It is with this object in view that we are constantly, by means of our press, arousing a blind confidence in these (scientific) theories. The intellectuals of the Goyim will puff themselves up with their knowledge and without any logical verification of it will put into affect all the information available from science, which our agentur specialists have cunningly pieced together for the purpose of educating their minds in the direction we want. Do not suppose for a moment that these statements are empty words: think carefully of the successes we arranged for Darwinism . . ."
It is indispensible to undermine all faith, to tear out of the minds of the Goyim the very principle of Godhead and the spirit, and to put in its place arithmetical calculations and material needs."
"Throughout all Europe, and by means of relations with Europe, in other continents also, we must create ferments, discords and hostility. Therein we gain a double advantage. In the first place we keep in check all countries, for they well know that we have the power whenever we like to create disorders or to restore order . . . . In the second place, by our intrigues we shall tangle up all the threads which we have stretched into the cabinets of all states by means of politics, by economic treaties, or loan obligations. In order to succeed in this we must use great cunning and penetration during negotiations and agreements, but, as regards what is called the ‘official language’ we shall keep to the opposite tactics and assume the mask of honesty and compliancy . . . . We must be in a position to respond to every act of opposition by war with the neighbours of that country which dares to oppose us: but if these neighbours should also venture to stand collectively against us, then we must offer resistance by a universal war."
"And how far-seeing were our learned elders in ancient times when they said that to attain a serious end it behoves not to stop at any means or to count the victims sacrificed for the sake of that end . . . . We have not counted the victims of the Goy cattle . . . . "
"Among the members of these (Freemasonic) lodges will be almost all the agents of international and national police since their service is for us irreplacable in the respect that the police is in the position not only to use its own particular measures with the insubordiante (Those who challenge the Brotherhood), but also to screen our activities and provide pretexts for discontents etc."
"We are interested in the . . . . killing out of the Goyim. Our power is in the chronic shortness of food and physical weakness of the worker, because by all that this implies he is made the slave of our will, and he will not find in his own authorities either strength or energy to set against our will. Hunger creates the right of capital to rule the worker more surely than it was given to the aristocracy by the legal authority of kings."
"In order to give the Goyim no time to think and take note, their minds must be diverted towards industry and trade. Thus, all the nations will be swallowed up in the pursuit of gain and in the race for it will not take note of their common foe. But, again, in order that freedom may once for all disintegrate and ruin the communities of the Goyim, we must put industry on a speculative basis; the result of this will be that what is withdrawn from the land by industry will slip through the hands and pass into speculation, that is, to our classes."
"You understand perfectly that economic arrangements of this kind, which have been suggested to the Goyim by us, cannot be carried on by us."
"If in regard to the external foe it is allowed and not considered immoral to keep the enemy in ignorance of plans to attack him by night or in superior numbers, then in what way can the same means in regard to the worse foe, the destroyer of the structure of society and the commonweal (sic), be called immoral and not permissable?"
"We execute masons in such wise (sic) that none save the brotherhood can ever have a suspicion of it, not even the victims themselves of our death sentence, they all die when required as if from a normal kind of illness. Knowing this, even the brotherhood in its turn dare not protest. While teaching Liberalism to the Goyim we at the same time keep our own people and our agents in a state of unquestioning submission."
"The hatred (of the present order) will be further magnified by the effects of an economic crisis which will stop the dealings on the exchanges and bring industry to a standstill. We shall create by all subterranean methods open to us a universal economic crisis whereby we shall throw upon the streets whole mobs of workers simultaneously. These mobs will rush delightedly to shed the blood of those whom, in the simplicity of their ignorance, they have envied from their cradles, and whose property they will then be able to loot. Ours they will not touch, because the moment of attack will be known to us and we shall take measures to protect our own."
"Then it was that the era of republics became possible of realisation; and then it was that we replaced the ruler by a caricature of a government - by a president taken from the mob, from the midst of our puppet creatures, our slaves."
"He (the President) will have the right to propose temporary laws, and even new departures in the government constitutional working, the pretext both for the one and other being the requirements for the supreme welfore of the State...... "We shall invest in the president the right to declare a state of war. We shall justify this last right on the ground that the president as chief of the whole army of the country must have it at his disposal for the defence of the..... constitution."
"When we at last definitely come into our kingdom by the aid of coups d’état prepared everywhere for one and the same day, after the worthlessness of all existing government has been definitely acknowledged... we shall.. slay without mercy all who take arms to oppose the coming of our kingdom. Every kind of new institution of anything like a secret society will also be punished with death."
"We shall create an intensified centralisation of government in order to grip in our hands all the force of the community. [New laws]... will withdraw one by one all the indulgences and liberties which have been permitted by the Goyim and our kingdom will be distinguished by a despostism of such magnificent proportions as to be at any moment and in every place in a position to wipe out any Goyim who oppose us by deed or word."
"The Goyim are a flock of sheep, and we are the wolves. And you know what happens when the wolves get hold of the flock? There is another reason also why they will close their eyes: for we shall keep promising them to give back all the liberties we have taken away as soon as we have quelled the enemies of peace and tamed all parties... It is not worth while to say anything about how long a time they shall be kept waiting for this return of their liberties."
"The political has nothing in common with the moral. The ruler who is governed by the moral is not a skilled politician and is therefore unstable on his throne. He who wishes to rule must have recourse to both cunning and to make believe. Great national qualities like frankness and honesty are vices in politics, for they bring down rulers from their thrones more effectively and more certainly than the most powerful enemy."
"All these so called ‘People’s Rights’ can exist only in idea, an idea which can never be realised in practical lift. What is it to the proletariat labourer, bowed double over his heavy toil, crushed by his lot in lift, if talkers get the right to babble, journalists get the right to scribble any nonsense side by side with the good stuff? The proletariat has no other profit out of the constitution save only those pitiflil crumbs which we fling them from our table in return for voting in favour of what we dictate, in favour of men we place in power..."
"We must comple the governments of the goyim to take action in the direction fovoured by our widely conceived plan, already approaching the desired consummation, by what we shall represent as public opinion, secretly prompted by us through the means of that so called ‘Great Power’ - the Press, which, with a few exceptions that may be disregarded, is already entirely in our hands."
"We have got our hands into the administration of the law, into the conduct of elections, into the press, into the liberty of the person, but principally into education and training as being the corner-stones of a free existence. We have fooled, bemused, and corrupted the youth of the Goyim by rearing them in principals and theories which are known to us to be false although it is by us that they have been inculcated."
"We shall not overtly lay a finger on existing churches, but we shall fight against them by criticism calculated to produce schism... only years divide us from the moment of the complete wrecking of the Christian religion. As for the other religions, we will have still less difficulty in dealing with them."
"(We wish to) discourage any kind of personal initiative which might hinder our affair. There is nothing more dangerous than personal initiative; if it has genius behind it, such initiative can do more than can be done by millions of people among whom we have sown discord."
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| A long, long road ahead..... |
[18 Apr 2006|09:30pm] |
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Well I haven't updated this journal in a long while. There's reasons for this; Myspace, Video Games, and straight chillin'. Nothing has had enough meaning in my life to make me want to write about it for everyoen to read. I find it hard and unappealing to write down everything that goes on in my life. I fear what may come if I say the wrong thing about the wrong person, I'm scared that my comments may cause unease between friends. I really wish that things could be better with all aspects of my life, I wish I could be a better friend to the people I consider my true friends, I wish I could make the people that I encounter feel comfortable in my presence. I think that I ned to jsut stop caring so much about how I project myself, I try to be as real as I can be, but things don't always come out that way. it would be very smart of me to just say everything I had to say about every single person I know, but the only good that would come out of that would be people knowing the truth, some things would proabbly cause friendships to end, and that's rather scary. I think I should jsut stop using the computer for a week, and spend more time with people. A phone call I recived last night made me realize that I should think about things before I open my mouth and start talking. I have to start focusing on school instead of what I'm gonan do after school, that might make things easier on me with the parentals, I also need to find a significant other that would be willing to just chill and relax all day, instead of always having to go do something, but I'm starting to fear long term relationships, especially after all the drama thats been going on with some people lately. I should jsut stop over-thinking things, that would definitly make things easier on me. And thank god we're on break from school right now, or else I'd probably go crazy having to wake up at 5:30 to just to attend a 7 hour buzz kill.
That's all I gotta say right now, I'll proabbly update this entry later. Oh and everyoen needs to listen to "sugar hill" by AZ.
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| 1/13/06 |
[05 Jan 2006|11:30pm] |
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ATTENTION!!!!!
MY BIRTHDAY IN NEXT FRIDAY, JANUARY 13TH.
I'M NOT EXPECTING ANY REAL GIFTS, MAYBE JUST A PHONE CALL, AND A HUG IF YOUR ONE OF THE LADIES.
(248)-790-2888
^^^THATS MY CELL PHONE NUMBER, BETTER FUCKING CALL IT!!!!!^^^^^
I'M TRYING TO DO THINGS ON THURSDAY NIGHT, FRIDAY NIGHT, SATURDAY NIGHT, AND SUNDAY AFTERNOON!!!!!
ANYWAY HAVE A GOOD DAY.
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[14 Dec 2005|08:21pm] |
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790-2888
My new number, call me to chill or whatever.
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[06 Dec 2005|04:11pm] |
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Ok so I have some older PS2 and Gamecube games laying around and I need to get rid of them. they're all $3 a piece. I'm also putting this ad up at my moms work, so I can't garuntee that I'll have the games so act fast if you want them.**ALL GAMES ARE IN DECENT CONDITION,BUT HAVE MINOR SCRATCHES**
PS2 games:
-Zone of the Enders w/ Metal Gear Solid 2 demo
-Red Faction
-Manhunt
-ATV Off Road Fury
-Silent Hill 2
-Devil May Cry
-Max payne
-Need For Speed Hot Pursuit 2
-Gran Turismo 3 A-spec
-Medal of Honor Frontline
-Tokyo Xtreme Racer Zero
-Ring of red
-Jak and Daxter: The Precursor Legacy
-Headhunter
-Tony Hawk Pro Skater 3
-Half Life
Gamecube games:
-Viewtiful Joe
-Pikmin
If your intrested in any of these games, or ahve questions, message me on my myspace and title it "Games". If your are intrested and want to buy we can probably make the transaction at school.
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| Shitty................. |
[07 Nov 2005|10:53pm] |
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So my room has been cleaned from top to bottom. Its so nice in here now. Put a couch in it finally, and moved the desk to the other side of the room, by the 2 windows.
But now I feel liek shit becuse I'm overly stuffed up and I'm sneezing almost all the time, I can't breathe out my nose. which my prevent me from going to school tomarrow, cause I feel like absolute crap.
I have a fucking history test on wednesday too, fuck that shit. I have to study like crazy.
Anywya I'm gonan run.
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[05 Nov 2005|03:11pm] |
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I changed the layout. But anyway my weekends off to a good start. Kinda bored at the moment but whateva.
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[30 Oct 2005|09:02pm] |
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| OHH YEAHHHHHHH! SNAP INTO A SLIM JIM! |
[26 Oct 2005|06:27am] |
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Ok so me and cheeks arrive at state theatre on time for once. We ge tout and find out that we have to stay in line for like 2 minutes, the line went on for ever. In line we met this one kid who claimed that he's lived hsi life jsut to goto this concert. He was drnking.
Ok so we go inside, me and cheeks are freaking out, the adrenalines pumping cause were ready to rock. So we go down, scope out the place, then we get some food, I got fries, cheeks got chicken strips, both were really good.
Then Unearth comes on a plays a balls out show, a huge circle pit breaks out i nthe middle, me and cheeks get seperated for half of thier set, but we're only about 3-4 people away and we could stil lsee eachother. They ended everyone was all crazy and hype.
Then 30 minutes pass and As I Lay Dying come on, and yes no respect wa sshow, I can't stand them and I hate their vocalist. But everyone there seemed to love them, especially this one guy i na white undershirt, he was hanging all over me and cheeks. He was on some kinda X or Coke or something.
Then As I lay Dying finish and then we wait for another 40 minutes ofr slipknot to even finish settingup, then after they finally pl;ay Prelude 3.0 Sid and Clown come o nstage, then mick follows shortly after and with in seconds everyone is o nstage and then corey introduces the first song, Blister Exists I think, but I don't remember, then when the second song came on I was right there rocking with cheeks, I was in awe of how crazy these guys were live, sid was going bals out crazy on stage and clown was jsut awesome. Then they go into some crazy song of the new album and I ended up 7-8 rows of people behind cheeks, in a pit with 5 guys and one chick, that ends then I fall down during the next song, due to me losing balance inbetween two pits, one on my right and one on my left, I fell to my right and fucked up my knee. Then they finish the set , and come on for an encore, which was just wild out nuts.
Afterwards me and cheeks had to wait outside for over an our in the cold, and windy, city of detroit. We talked with a few bums, watched a crack head call some girl a prositute.
Then I got dropped off at hme and slept unti l1:15 today, it was great.
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| Its gonna take the man in me to conquer this insanity. |
[12 Oct 2005|12:16pm] |
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Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do. It makes us feel secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting with guys we've never heard of.
Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends. We never have, nor never will respect/like them. Nor do we want to hear about them. When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous. You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust.
On that, don't hump everything that walks into the room. We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're "friends" with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Smile and say "thank you." Let us pay for you. Don't "feel bad, "we enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say - everybody together now..."thank you."
Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of make-up you own. We like you for WHO you are, not WHAT you are.
Don't flirt with guys when we're not around. We'll find out, trust me. We have eyes everywhere. And when we find out, we're pissed. Not nessecarily with the guy(s) you flirted with, more so with you.
Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing, see the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girl friends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome?" Why does everything have to be "hot/sexy?" I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with a "hey handsome" instead of a "hey baby, stud, cutie, sexy" whatever you can think of. Claiming girls or guys to be "hot" shows immaturity.
Girls, I cannot stress this enough, if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change. Ditch his sorry, disgrace-to-the-male-population ass, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest...
"And since we all came from a woman
Got our name from a woman and our game from a woman
I wonder why we take from our women
Why we rape our women, do we hate our women?
I think it's time to kill for our women
Time to heal our women, be real to our women
And if we don't we'll have a race of babies
That will hate the ladies, that make the babies
And since a man can't make one
He has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one
So will the real men get up
I know you're fed up ladies, but keep your head up..."
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[05 Oct 2005|12:36pm] |
You know they got me trapped in this prison of seclusion
Happiness, living on tha streets is a delusion
Even a smooth criminal one day must get caught
Shot up or shot down with tha bullet that he bought
Nine millimeter kickin' thinking about what tha streets do
to me
Cause they never talk peace in tha black community
All we know is violence, do tha job in silence
Walk tha city streets like a rat pack of tyrants
Too many brothers daily heading for tha big penn
Niggas commin' out worse offthan when they went in
Over tha years I done alot of growin' up
Getten drunk thrown' up
Cuffed up
Then I said I had enough
There must be another route, way out
To money and fame, I changed my name
And played a different game
Tired of being trapped in this vicious cycle
If one more cop harrasses me I just might go psycho
And when I gettem
I'll hittem with tha bum rush
Only a lunatic would like to see his skull crushed
Yo, if your smart you'll really let me go 'G'
But keep me cooped up in this ghetto and catch tha uzi
They got me trapped....
They got me trapped
Can barely walk tha city streets
Without a cop harrassing me, searching me
Then asking my identity
Hands up, throw me up against tha wall
Didn't do a thing at all
I'm tellen you one day these suckers gotta fall
Cuffed up throw me on tha concrete
Coppers try to kill me
But they didn't know this was tha wrong street
Bang bang, down another casualty
But it's a cop who's shot there's brutality
Who do you blame?
It's a shame because tha mans slain
He got caught in tha chains of his own game
How can I feel guilty after all tha things they did to me
Sweated me, hunted me
Trapped in my own community
One day i'm gonna bust
Blow up on this society
Why did ya lie to me ?
I couldn't find a trace of equality
Work me like a slave while they laid back
Homie don't play that
It's time I lett'em suffer tha payback
I'm tryin to avoid physical contact
I can't hold back, it's time to attack jack
They got me trapped
Now i'm trapped and want to find a getaway
All I need is a 'G' and somewhere safe to stay
Can't use tha phone
Cause i'm sure someone is tappin in
Did it before
Ain't scared to use my gat again
I look back at hindsite the fight was irrelevant
But now he's tha devils friend
Too late to be tellin' him
He shot first and i'll be damned if I run away
Homie is done away I should of put my gun away
I wasn't thinkin' all I heard was tha ridicule
Girlies was laughin', Tup sayin "Damn homies is dissin you"
I fired my weapon
Started steppin' in tha hurricane
I got shot so I dropped
Feelin' a burst of pain
Got to my feet
Couldn't see nothin' but bloody blood
Now i'm a fugitive to be hunted like a murderer
Ran through an alley
Still lookin' for my getaway
Coppers said Freeze, or you'll be dead today
Trapped in a corner
Dark and I couldn't see tha light
Thoughts in my mind was tha nine and a better life
What do I do ?
Live my life in a prison cell
I'd rather die than be trapped in a living hell
They got me trapped
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[30 Sep 2005|06:43am] |
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Fucking West Bloomfield Highschool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You will not screw me over like thsi ever again you cock sucking asshole.
Ooh.
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| 3 more weeks.... |
[25 Sep 2005|11:57pm] |
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The past 2 days have been, intresting, to say the least. I've hung out with a one Rick Danko for 2 days, and I've had to take that time to catch him up on all the things he's missed. It was stressful at first and I had to adjsut to sneaking around and dodging his mom inorder to even get him in his laid back state. Once we were away from his mom he was real easy to talk, the same old Ricky. In 3 weeks he'll be free, with a G.E.D. and a new outlook on life. Sure he'll stil ldo the smae old ricky shit, but he'll be more controlable and more contained. He's really getting along with his Mom and Stepdad so thats a good sign. Like today for instance was his birthday. We went to the Red Wings game. It was fun, and he didn't argue with his parents once. I was real impressed to see him being a normal, not so outta control kid. It really reassured me that he was on the right track to turning his shit around. So now I wait 3 weeks until I can hang otu with him and not have to be all sneaky and shit.
3 more weeks.....
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| The meaning of your name..... |
[22 Sep 2005|09:32pm] |
John
God is gracious : Hebrew
Balanced and fairminded you possess the ability to use sound reason and judgement when determined and decisive action is required. Persuasive and logical you tend to be an influential figure in your circle of friends and associates. You are extremely adaptable and this is necessary as you seem to be continually being presented with decisions of a life altering nature.
http://www.bostonuk.com/names/
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| So, the Big Bang Theory. |
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I got up and ran across the stret one day hoping to find shelter in the passing wave of mechanically produced machines of speed and acceleration, but to my surprise there were no machines, so I walked into the forest of the gods and waterfalls hoping to be the next to fall, but to my surprise the gods were gone. Oh well what was I to do I asked myself hoping to find in answer in the hardest to reach place, my mind. So I sat and pondered for exactly 37 minutes, and 41 seconds until finally I was able to reach the conculision that my mother was waiting for me in the diner across the way, too bad i didn't know where "across the way" was. So I had to sit there and think for another 37 minutes and 41 seconds until I came to the realization the I have to take Parks Avenue four blocks down to Main Street, and then take a left onto Figaroy inorder to get to the closest diner I could think of, that being Harry's Shake Shack, the only diner within a 15 mile radius. So I went to Harry's and didn't find my mother but i found a wonderful nickel from 1981 which I had intended to spend at Marios candy store down the street. As I walked down the old and cracked sidewalk to Mario's I came across 3 street thugs who, were in fact kicking the living crap out of Ole' Hank, the kind bum who lived i nthe ally before Mario's. I was one of Ole' Hanks only friends, I'd bring him a piece of candy if I had the money for an extra swizzler or a frazzle Drop, but a lot of times I'd end up talking to Hank about his past. One day Hank had told me that he was in Vietnam, he tlked about how horrible it was over there, he also talked with me about the time he when he ahd millions. Ole' Hank was the owner of "Hank's Barber Shop" which as you all know was the nations top Salon franchise for 32 years until His customers started sueing him because a shampoo he had sold made their hair fall out. Anyway, so I see the thugs and I walk towards them, and of course my element of surprise was blown when I kick a old bean can with my foot. They all turned to face me and I told them to Leave Hank alone or they'd have to deal with me. Well they sure dealt with me, the kicked the living crap outta me and stoel my nickel, no candy for me I guess. After about 10 minutes I got up off the ground to see Hank sitting on top of a dumpster with a big grin on his face. I walked over to him and asked him "Whats with the smile?" He just opened his fist to reveal a nice, and clean nickel from 1981. When I asked Hank how he had gotten this nickel he jsut replied "# nice gentlemen gave it to me after I had asked them to spare a nickel." I knew that hank had taught those street punks a lesson. So I leave Ole' Hank so I can go into Mario's, but to my surprise Mario's was closed. But it was still early and Mario's normally didn't close until 9. So I pondered for a few minutes as to why Mario would close the shop so early, and then I remember that hsi wife was due with her baby this week. So I just sighed and kept walking. I walked about 10 blocks until I reached Blue Town. Blue Town is and alwasy will be my favorite place to go. The peopel are all so nice, except for Mr. Q. Mr. Q was the richest man in Blue Town, He owned every skyscraper, and every business located in those skyscrapers. He owned in total 27 buildings and 129 businesses. Rather astonishing considering he's only 32, that makes him out to be about 16 years older than I. Now there's something everyoen should know about Mr.Q, and that is the fact that he has quite the temper. He's arrested about 12 times a weeks for starting a fight at a rival businees, but he always gets off due to the fact that he practically owns the police. He's also the reason for most of the deaths in Blue Town. He's the leading producer of new medications across the globe, and he test any new medication he wants on anyone he wants, any dose he wants. He does this because he paid the mayor to make it a law that all citizens of Blue town must agree to be used as a test subject, or else they would get throw in prison, which was also owned by Mr.Q. See I have a personal vendetta with Mr.Q, due to the fact that He's gotten my mother taking all these random medications which have drove her into her bed for the rest of her days. Now I'm not one to hold anything against someone, but Mr.Q has it coming to him. I've been waiting for my day to be a test subject jsut so I could get close enough to be in the land of dreams and realities inorder to find my brother Hugo, who was once a world champion grass grower, he got so good at growing grass that he even discovered 4,276,364 different grass phenotypes. He was rather smart when it came ot botonay, and he could of went far with it if it wasn't for that damn mental disorder he had whiched caused him to g crazy and wonder into the woods again...
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